Shadowness - songsoflost I am something that is, at times, broken and lost - older than you think and deep beyond measure. But through that I am able to create something that ... en When I try to breathe. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />It's like withering away, without you there is no air. (I hate how this looks small...) Thu, 16 Feb 2012 17:20:40 -0500 There is the light that you forgot. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />But it's not like you miss it, or the one who brought it to you. Thu, 16 Feb 2012 17:20:38 -0500 Those days I felt like a monolith. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />I was immovable, unbreakable, but I've lost that touch of strength that once breathed itself into my veins and solidified me. Sun, 12 Feb 2012 17:18:25 -0500 The telling secret of being alone. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />When you spill your heart out and it's still not enough. Sun, 12 Feb 2012 11:38:27 -0500 Resting on the lies of promise. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />You know, yes, you know..... Wed, 01 Feb 2012 18:00:41 -0500 Thoughts of you linger like whispers. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />(got it to upload right, stupid thing kept uploading a totally different photo with a similar name.... though it was intended for the same purpose as this one.... I'm rambling....) From December 19th up through the first few months of the year marks the anniversaries of quite a few deaths of loved ones for me and my family. They were important to others, if not more important to others - I will in no way take away what they meant to anyone else because they actually were closer. But three of the five were extremely dear to me and served as huge parts of my life. Since 2009 I have made a piece every year to honor them, and I will try my hardest to keep doing so. So to my father figure, to my friend and to my aunt...... My thoughts of you linger like whispers. Tue, 31 Jan 2012 22:39:46 -0500 Tell me one more time. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />The images remain the same, but the intention is always changing. It's never easy for me to get this message across, but here it is, in the most simple and oldest form. There are many I have never said this to, it's not something that comes naturally for me. But after recent events, I do appreciate those few friends who have stayed by my side, and I LOVE you for it! See, I can do soft and vulnerable! Tue, 31 Jan 2012 16:39:52 -0500 Without you I'm just a shadow. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />How many times do I have to say it without actually speaking the words? You probably wouldn't even hear them if I did. But somewhere, you know it's true..... Tue, 31 Jan 2012 14:06:39 -0500 Hope is a poison. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />And you killed me with it. I wanted to redo this photo for a long time (the previous version had horrible lighting and a very bland background), I'm pretty happy with this one. Mon, 30 Jan 2012 23:54:29 -0500 You said you would never. <a href=""><img src="" /></a><br />(final title picked by the little one who runs my life....) Mon, 30 Jan 2012 14:35:42 -0500