Shadowness - bengoodspeed http://shadowness.com Forgive nothing, for nothingness is heaven, not your enemy. en The Pain of Humanity is our Love http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/the-pain-of-humanity-is-our-love <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/the-pain-of-humanity-is-our-love"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/441591/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Sun, 20 Jul 2014 00:13:29 -0400 Devotion III http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/devotion-iii-2 <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/devotion-iii-2"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/439260/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br /> facebook.com/godspeedart for who, I always wanted-- without the burden of outside influence to direct it, the body simply curls up - an instinctual reaction, to trauma, when no longer the brain can cope with the outside environment, and begins to shut down. the natural state; fetal. naked. safe. withdrawn. alone. towards the love that will always exist. internally. eternally. could you tell me, what does it mean? And do they even know? And could they tell me, all these years, how many tears I have cried? And how many times I have wanted to just lay down and die? would they forsake heaven for the love-- this love I feel inside? And could they tell me, how many times, have I? cast out, excommunicated. like heretics and pariahs. You, and I. waiting for someone to absolve us like we're worth too much, to be touched in this useless, revolting goddamn world. Here, where we are strangers, and they call people like you and I insecure because they've never even known what it means to love. just souls, to wield, As power. and they'll take, and take.... The machines they built, transmitting images of decay; homogenous plastic cadavers and cosmetic smiles the harvesting of a soul's value, a human's affection, for power like a competition to destroy the only thing worth anything on this rotting, disgusting mannequin planet. And you, And I; Our depression is the knowledge that we were meant for so much more and the distance we feel inside. We are ALIENS YOU! and I! withered, powerless. cold. pale flesh, broken bones, growing old. waiting for the eternal mother, to come around, take us home! orphans, the bastard children, perched on a dock.. in an obscure corner of the universe.. waiting for a ship, that will never come. And Why?-- WHY did she leave us here, on our own.. just to die? without an answer, without even knowing why? So they could take and take, until there's nothing left? Did she just leave us, in this, for the worms and dirt, lost innocence? And you, Oh, but you.. the gentle one in the corner, alone too fragile to exist too silent, to be known. extra terrestrial from the stars, have you come to take me home? I wanted you. How I wanted you. life preserver, in the endless sea of nothing. The eternal, everlasting, unattainable romance. Sun, 06 Jul 2014 23:14:36 -0400 Interstellar Sentinel http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/interstellar-sentinel-2 <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/interstellar-sentinel-2"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432256/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Wed, 28 May 2014 06:30:05 -0400 The Disarmament of Dylan Klebold http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/the-disarmament-of-dylan-klebold <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/the-disarmament-of-dylan-klebold"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432254/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Wed, 28 May 2014 06:30:04 -0400 Letting Go of the Body http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/letting-go-of-the-body-2 <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/letting-go-of-the-body-2"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432255/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Wed, 28 May 2014 06:30:04 -0400 Scabs That Will Never Heal http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/scabs-that-will-never-heal <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/scabs-that-will-never-heal"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432051/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Tue, 27 May 2014 06:14:36 -0400 (BOWL XVI) Umbilical Hibernation Dreams http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/bowl-xvi-umbilical-hibernation-dreams <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/bowl-xvi-umbilical-hibernation-dreams"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432050/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Tue, 27 May 2014 06:14:35 -0400 Desercion Del Fauno http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/desercion-del-fauno-2 <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/desercion-del-fauno-2"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432049/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Tue, 27 May 2014 06:14:34 -0400 Kaynbred & Ismail Ax in the Abyss of Suffering http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/kaynbred--ismail-ax-in-the-abyss-of-suffering <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/kaynbred--ismail-ax-in-the-abyss-of-suffering"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432048/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Tue, 27 May 2014 06:14:33 -0400 Only (II - Burn the Akashic Records) http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/only-ii--burn-the-akashic-records <a href="http://shadowness.com/bengoodspeed/only-ii--burn-the-akashic-records"><img src="http://shadowness.com/file/item9/432047/image_t6.jpg" /></a><br />http://facebook.com/godspeedart Tue, 27 May 2014 06:14:31 -0400