Does anyone remember this old header I had up on my old old old Shadowness page? Oh the memories...
Well anyways, my dad still had my old Dell Inspirion laptop that had all my old 3d files such as my starwars droid, vertical limit, rotogin bot...basically all the best 3d models I've produced so far. Recently, an alumni of my college told me that if I can get a demo reel put together, he'll show it to his director and I may be able to work at Curious Pictures this summer as an intern. So lately I've been busting my ace working on 3D (i should post some of them) so I can put it in my reel. However, I realized that yes the laptop was dead, but the hard drive wasn't! So today i picked up an enclosure thing and took out the HD and WOW MY OLD FILES OMFGOMFGOMFG!!!! This is better than any holidays combined (ok no not really, I'm just super excited)
But for reals, opening up my old rotogin 3d file was like...magic? And all my old pictures that I thought I would never see again.
But I think what was more important was that I realized that I don't have that same enthusiasm and drive for 3D as I used to. Opening up some of these old files that I never posted up on SN or DA are just...really impressive looking and it really made me realize that I need to get back in the game more. I guess I was way more enthusiastic about modeling before I really learned what I was doing or how to properly model things. Its a funny feeling but now that I think about it, I think this now gives me the push that I need to move on. I've been stuck in a rut for a few years along with the pressures of school, parents, boyfriends, etc etc. so its about time I break out of this.
Anyways, to end this super giddy /serious realization entry, I need to shape up. Its been a few years since I've produced a worthwhile model and though I don't feel like I have the same motivation as I used to, I need to start pushing myself again.
the end. how was everyones xmas?
XTAL
OOooooo yeah. I remember this. Way back in the dya.
May 18th, 2008 ReplyTricks
Holy crapola i do indeed remember that header of yours, long long time ago, can you remember gailes old one :D i used to love all the old headers/page layouts for people Xtals had a great one also.
Jan 8th, 2008 Reply SubscriberChristmas and New Year was awesome :P