This Life...

I don't know.

I don't understand this.

Im maybe crazy but, I been saying some things that I know its truthful.

Its hurting some people feelings. But i had to say them.

I look at the Olympics, and I just wonder. It's a shock to a system. It seems you get more good looking females and all of their womanhood are open for the taking just for winning gold medals. Its like in the hood, but somewhat sadly - the babies may never get a chance to live (one child rule in China)

I was about to fear for the Female Gymnasts... But as long as Bela (Kyroli) grip those ass wipes necks to the ground (and Lukins father...lord that dude got that stare man) they will be safe from the "REAL" Games (after the main events are over.)

But recently, i heard that Phelps is a fan of Wezzy F. Baby (aka Lil Wayne), and that music helped him win those 8 medals.

It just put things in full circle.

A new entry from The Game called My Life, just fits the pieces of what been going on in my life these days. It goes up and down.

All we have in this hood is the diabetes based females thinking there sexy. How are we shocked so many brothas are in the downlow. Granted, there some pretty ones out there, but what they have is the 3 big crutches. First crutch - "Its God/I Love Jesus/PersonalSavior... hey i say the same things too- good thing Im smart about it. Im not a fool. God may help you get you out of bed, but you did the work. He gave you the breath to breathe, but what are you doing with it? He gave you the Knowledge - but you keep it in the Book and those Christian works that don't contradict from it.

And your preachers still talking about the end times are coming close - Christians being hated on from the UN and what not - and the other motherfuckers telling the truth on all of your asses are the motherfuckers you wouldn't even let in your Church because they feel another man or woman can love them better than what ever straight faced wannabe "Greatest/Silent Generation" man/woman can treat them.

Now people are asking for the return of the Christian Sacred worldview, while destroying so many others because of what they do? How can they be so hypocritical! They are and they make more money than its Godly possible.

Second Crux: Oprah, or rather the Oprah Strength. Nuff Said.

Third Crux: OMG - LOOK AT HIM AND HER NO THAT ****** DID NOT DISS HIS RACE...

The whole world, is making so many mistakes. Its like nobody cares. The leaders of this country never really gave a damn about anybody else in this world from the end of the last great war - and are you surprised on all this things happening? Why do we need them? Why are we so shellshocked when it comes to electing our leaders?

So many idiots have forgotten about us. So its time to forget about them. Until somebody who gives a damn about us, not just his black consituatins or his white, or latin ones - I cant put my vote down.

How come Michael Phelps can swim in so many ladies like the rap stars talk about - makes me angry. Not at him mind you - and not because of morality issues - I'm a one woman man...

Its that femininity in this country only belongs to a few - and there few and far in-between. Are you shocked on what Amanda Beard said about a man who just kicked so much shit talking mother fucking pricks ass? That is the bitch that Camille Pailgia stated about some months ago while talking about Danielle Mercuri comparing her to Madonna... But it don't matter. Phelps gets his revenge.

But I, and this man in the picture are dealing with camcorders on the light fixtures in the city, trying to find more men like me to place in jail. They don't give a fuck if I have a degree, never commit a crime and whatnot. As long as Im 75 miles in the area, I'm just another fool from the street - never meant to become a superstar in the art world, just another shooter, another baller... never to know how great this country was before these assholes took it over and made it such a den of yucky bitches, dead brothas, and bad leaders holding a nuclear football.

Makes one wonder how we are living.

Badly, to be honest with you.

But something happened. I heard this entry from The Game.

And folks, its everything I wanted to hear from that industry. He didn't had to say much, but he stated the honest truth. Fuck Jesse Jackson - Why So Many Hood ****** Feed off Evil? Looking To find a Way to Get Through the Day, Walked Through The Gates of Hell...I should hate the Hood... and i do... Why haven't you take my life lord. .. because it hasn't been a life...

I been protected so long from the demons of the world. The demons are coming no matter what... Im depressed because i lost so many things to get to one goal and now I have to pay back the reapers in order to make sure the goal produced fruit.

And so many females getting babies, some making money off them, some killing them, some trying to raise them to no avail -

It makes my mind go crazy on why nothing went right?

Its like something went wrong in my history? Its like Im heading to self destruction. They say I'm African, but Im not incompetent like most of my fathers family are - they say Im black and I should love my race, but why love a race that self denying themselves of the truth - there women are not the greatest thing since creation, that some of there men can never love women no matter how many women you through at them - and the media doesn't understand how America worked at all so why the fuck they want to try and use us as a multicultural ploy?

And i just look the Olympics and just wonder.

All the womanhood spread open of all races.

So sad, that the only equality came in the form of a damn mattress.

It makes a good man want to commit suicide.

It makes a man want to give up on the world.

It makes a man want to say...

Please end this Nonsense...

I Lost the will to fight...

I don't want to live...

I LOST THE WILL TO LIVE!

I LOST THE MOTHERFUCKING WILL TO LIVE!

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